top of page

What was it like?

May 1
2 min read

Wake up early in the morning. Have breakfast and turn on the radio. Listen for your unit while you do the dishes. You’re tired, well the boat will wake you up.


Make a call and get the boat ready. We’re going to set the nets—the cold air wakes you up. The Yukon water is unforgiving.


Now make sure the bank and smokehouse are ready. Gutters, tables, knives. Poles are moved, fire smoking, wood stacked.


Six hours later, we check.

25 feet, nothing.

50 feet, 3 king, 4 dog.

100 feet, 9 king, 6 dog.

150 feet, 18 king, 8 dog.

Dogs are still kicking—toss ‘em back. Back to the bank.


Hip waders—gutters, hearts, eggs. On the table we bullshit and cut. Don’t forget to stretch the bellies. Make sure your cuts are even.

Coolers on the trailers, up to the smokehouse.

Did you grab the eggs and hearts?

Brine is ready—the potato’s floating. Quick dip. Hang them in the sun to dry. It’s clear. Gunna’egga is ready.


Climb up. Strips are ready—hand me that pole.

DON’T FALL!

What are you looking for? Blowflies.


Ready for lunch? Slapjacks and fish hearts. Mmmm.


Play cards. Laugh and joke.

I’m gonna make a water run. Any empty buckets, auntie?

Four-wheeler ride.

Ah, it’s cold! I told you it was cold.


Get in the boat—we gotta check nets.

Where’s your lifejacket? Grab the net.

Where’s the paddle!?

Got it. Put it under.


There’s one.

Ah, geez—just cut the nose.

There’s the belt—how many we get?

Twelve. Not bad. Onto the next one.


You want to help gut or cut? Watch your hands.

Blood on your sleeves, fish scales stuck to your skin.

Did you know there’s ivory in fish heads?

Fuck—dropped a heart. Found it.


Dinner time. Take the collars up to grandma.

Fish again?

Yeah—and we’ll have it again tomorrow too.

Don’t forget to change your clothes—you smell like fish and smoke.


They’re going to pull the nets—you ready?

They’re down the bank—better hurry your ass up.

Jesus Christ, this is heavy as hell—the rope cutting your hands.

You set it, motherfucker!


You’re fourteen years old and you’ve never cut fish?

Yeah—what was it like?


It never stopped. You slept when you could.

It was hard. It was cold.

But it was fun.


And I miss it.

 
 
 

Recent Posts

See All
Throw me back.

Throw me back to summer nights that don’t end, to winter air that burns the lungs, to smiles that catch light and don’t let go, to fires breathing low in the fall. Throw me back— to hands that knew ha

 
 
 
Our Light

After her, no light felt as bright. The small moments dimmed, and the big ones only made the emptiness louder. They say you don’t know what you had until it’s gone— but we knew. We knew the moment she

 
 
 

Comments


bottom of page